You kept me for good, for my own sake...at times. But there are just things that I can't seem to accept. My mom said, if you love someone enough, you'd accept that person as what they are. Not a single thing is going to be a problem.

So yes. I am such a perasan to be thinking that I am perfect. Apart from all, you are okay. But I think, which is for sure, I am not ready to be ready to settle down now. If you want to settle down now is okay but getting ready to settle down in five years to come, I can't deal with that.

You know why I did those things you claim to be damaging me? Cause it's hard to get over the thing we had.

And those are the truth.