The Perfect Friend by Shannen Wrass

Today I found a friend
who knew everything I felt.
She knew my weakness
and the problems I've been dealt.

She understood my wonders
and listened to my dreams,
She listened to how I felt about life and love
and knew what it all means.

Not once did she interrupt me
or tell me I was wrong
She understood what I was going through
and promised she'd stay long.

I reached out to this friend,
to show her that I care
to pull her close and let her know
how much I need her there.

I went to hold her hand
to pull her a bit nearer
and I realized this perfect friend I found
was nothing but a mirror.

Life is like driving. Sometimes there's traffic and you just feel like banging everyone's car. Sometimes, you drive pretty slow enjoying the view and the wind. Sometimes you race with your friends or strangers. Sometimes you race for that green light and you messed up and then there's life or death. Sometimes you're too drunk to drive and your friend drives yours and it felt different. Sometimes you are just a passenger but it felt different even if it's exactly like your own car.

Slowly

Falling















for you (:

The hard part.

The hard part is that, I still feel stronger about it.
The hard part is that, I love you too much.
The hard part is that, I'm no good
at all.

Why?

Why do we have to get involve with all this mushy feelings?

Crap.

Everything that you wanted me to believe but I refused to, but for once that I finally think you might be right, you proved that there is no such thing. What happened here? I'm sorry that it seems as if I'm using you, believe me you I would never try to do that. I just hope one day you'd realize what you've done and everything. I wouldn't be doing more and more if it was not because of your pushing and forcing. You need to realize that it was our mistake. I did it because I can't stand you. You were like the center of my universe, how can you not notice that? How can you treated me like that?

Shu Shu Shu Sugar Town...

Can you live with someone who doesn't understand you at all?

Learning

Can't seem to move on the truth is
Don't know how to let you go

I gotta learn
I gotta try

These are for you
I did all of these for you

You might think that there's no more of what we used to have
But it's actually a way to help you
And help me

For us...

Just kill me already...

Still dream about you when I sleep.

As I was...

The promises
The memories
All that have been done

Nothing can be altered
Nothing can be stopped
Nothing can change this

I
Still feel
Still taste
Still smell
The way
You make me
The way
You touch me
The way
You let me
The way
You force me willingly

Willingly I
Drop myself
My dreams
My heart

Kisses
Gone
As you too
Were gone

Not once
Have I stop
Not once
Have I change

Not even once have I forget

It is what it was
As it was how it will always be

Cracked

Cracked brain
cracked life
cracked days
cracked lover
cracked myself
not to mention my other half too
cracked future
i might as well cracked my soul
cracked soul
damned in hell
cracked world
cracked my hope
cracked reasons
for me to live
cracked me and me all cracked life

For you...

Let me stay
With you let me sway
Let me take your breath away
Together we'll lay
Surfing the waves of the days
Owh, what a nightmare if it's a play
So baby let's enjoy this ray
And just let me smother all your way

I need...

I need to be me
I want to be me
I am tired of being
Someone who is not me

I am not me
I am a prototype
I am a mannequin
I am not doing this anymore

I want to be me
I cannot be me
I cannot let them be
I cannot make them

I am me
I need to be me
I am tired
Let me be me