Hey...

Let's make amend.
With condition...
Can we do that?
But I like being on my own...

I just don't want to be anybody's anything
It's my life...let me handle it
If it's ours...we'll know what to do

Have I ever suffocate you?

Part of The List by Ne-yo

Style of your hair,
shape of your eyes and your nose,
the way you stare
As if you see, right through to my soul,

It's your left hand and the way
that it's not quite as big as your right,
the way you stand in the mirror
before we go out at night,

Our quiet time,
your beautiful mind,

They're a part of the list.
Things that I miss.
Things like your funny little laugh,
the way you smile or the way we kiss.

What I noticed is this:
I come up with
something new, every single time
that I sit and reminisce.

The way you sweet smell
lingers when you leave a room,
(you leave a room)
Stories you tell as we lay
in bed all afternoon.
(all afternoon)

I dreamed you now every night
in my mind is where we meet.
(my mind is where we meet)
and when I'm awake
staring at pictures of you asleep.

Touching your face,
invading you space.

They're a part of the list.
Things that I miss.
Things like your funny little laugh,
the way you smile or the way we kiss.

What I noticed is this:
I come up with
something new, every single time
that I sit and reminisce.

Oooh, and you'll live in my memories forever more I swear.
And you'll live in my memories forever more I swear.

They're a part of the list.
Things that I miss.
Things like your funny little laugh,
the way you smile, or the way we kiss.

What I noticed is this:
I come up with
something new, every single time
that I sit and reminisce.

Just kill me already...

Still dream about you when I sleep.

As I was...

The promises
The memories
All that have been done

Nothing can be altered
Nothing can be stopped
Nothing can change this

I
Still feel
Still taste
Still smell
The way
You make me
The way
You touch me
The way
You let me
The way
You force me willingly

Willingly I
Drop myself
My dreams
My heart

Kisses
Gone
As you too
Were gone

Not once
Have I stop
Not once
Have I change

Not even once have I forget

It is what it was
As it was how it will always be

Cracked

Cracked brain
cracked life
cracked days
cracked lover
cracked myself
not to mention my other half too
cracked future
i might as well cracked my soul
cracked soul
damned in hell
cracked world
cracked my hope
cracked reasons
for me to live
cracked me and me all cracked life

For you...

Let me stay
With you let me sway
Let me take your breath away
Together we'll lay
Surfing the waves of the days
Owh, what a nightmare if it's a play
So baby let's enjoy this ray
And just let me smother all your way

Lama dowh since I last wrote!!!

The days are dragging. I don't like Penang that much. I mean the place is okay but it's dragging me since I am so so so far away from Mr. Johari and my dearest family. Now that it is the one-week-Raya Holiday, I am making the most out of it...hopefully.