Cracked

Cracked brain
cracked life
cracked days
cracked lover
cracked myself
not to mention my other half too
cracked future
i might as well cracked my soul
cracked soul
damned in hell
cracked world
cracked my hope
cracked reasons
for me to live
cracked me and me all cracked life

For you...

Let me stay
With you let me sway
Let me take your breath away
Together we'll lay
Surfing the waves of the days
Owh, what a nightmare if it's a play
So baby let's enjoy this ray
And just let me smother all your way

Lama dowh since I last wrote!!!

The days are dragging. I don't like Penang that much. I mean the place is okay but it's dragging me since I am so so so far away from Mr. Johari and my dearest family. Now that it is the one-week-Raya Holiday, I am making the most out of it...hopefully.

I need...

I need to be me
I want to be me
I am tired of being
Someone who is not me

I am not me
I am a prototype
I am a mannequin
I am not doing this anymore

I want to be me
I cannot be me
I cannot let them be
I cannot make them

I am me
I need to be me
I am tired
Let me be me

New Baby!!!

Ahhh!!! One of my own after the one with KMM. Unfortunately, this one might not be like my previous blogs since my camera is sent for repair and I will only get it back in a month, most probably. So, you might not be getting that much picture (or maybe nothing at all) of how I see or go through my days.